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Lilac Gold

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Together by lilacgold, literature

Urban Fairytale by lilacgold, literature

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Urban Fairytale

A forlorn serenade threads through the night, A failure to seduce you, my dear, my opium - The words cannot reach you. There in your redbrick palace (Unremarkable in the endless cascade of others) You sit in your oblivion, My hopes abysmal compared to your lucrative dreams. Still I dare to ponder your demand For a life beyond your crowded solitude, To wonder if you will be mine To hold, to tend to, to treasure.

Too Good To Be True by lilacgold, literature

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Too Good To Be True

Shining altruism is what you were - Angelic in the extreme You stood defiant in the obsidian darkness, Ethereal light in a criminal world All around you humanity congealed A mass of sin and terror. In despair you asked why - The answer was the mere regurgitation of a myth. But you kept your hope, it emanated from you And for a short while, I was warmed Elevated by your faith in life But it could not last - Too good for this world You were summoned to a higher cause. My light was extinguished And I sank back into the world Like you always hoped I wouldn't.

Rememberings by lilacgold, literature

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Rememberings

That storm-grey day in June, I will never forget. The shimmering diamond clear drops of the rain Made the beech leaves shine emerald, and your hair, obsidian As I huddled under my ladybird umbrella - Childish, but feminine, you always said - And listened, disbelieving, to the words that you said. Could it be true? Was I dreaming again? It was me that you wanted all along? Now, here in March, the dream is still here. I curl up to you, content as a cat by the fire - The auburn of my hair so different to the jet of yours. Two people, so different, yet so well-matched And still together, though they said we could not last. Awesom

Soulsad by lilacgold, literature

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Soulsad

I feel your pain, the tears start to fall, You tell me not to cry I can't - I could no sooner halt the tides Than stop these tears from tumbling. Still I try, because if I don't You'll try to hide your hurt, and it will build up Until you can't hold it anymore. And it won't work, I'll see start through Through to the pain in your soul. I can't let you hurt any more than you already do. So I'll save my tears for a stormy day You won't know them from the rain on my face.

The Day Love Lost by lilacgold, literature

Raindrops From The Heart by lilacgold, literature

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Raindrops From The Heart

Tears trickle, each drop holds a thousand painful secrets, The fortress of my soul surrenders to the sweet release of weeping. Shimmering spheres of salty sadness cling to lashes half closed Before tumbling through the still air to leave dark stains on your shirt. You hold me, you tell me not to cry - But you know I must, and you don't know what to say. So you pull me closer, you stroke my hair You wait for the flow to end, unaware that inside it will gush on forever.

Panic by lilacgold, literature

Poem For The One I Love by lilacgold, literature

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Secretly, Softly, Silently Sad by lilacgold, literature

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Secretly, Softly, Silently Sad

Secretly My heart beats for one who can never know Secretly I yearn for him, the one I would never dare take Silently My heart breaks every time I see his face Silently I weep inside when I remember he will never be mine Softly My heart cries out in despair Softly I leave the room he never noticed I was in Secretly, Softly, Silently, Sadly I die inside, and he'll never know.

Magic by lilacgold, literature

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Magic

People ask where all the magic has gone I simply wonder where they are looking. Magic is everywhere The rising sun, the ever-changing moon, The seed that grows to a fragrant flower The majesty of a storm The scent of the damp earth The roar of the sea rushing to the shore. Magic is in the love of one person for another In the laughter of friends when they meet The joy of families when a baby is born And the simple thrill of being alive. The magic never left us Only our our ability to perceive it.

I Can by lilacgold, literature

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I Can

People say I can't do things. They say I'm too young, too old, Too short, too tall, Too wise, or not wise enough, Too weak, too small, too female. And I tell them I CAN. I can hold back tides if I only try I can catch a single raindrop in my hand I can move mountains with my will If a person can change the world Then that person is going to be me. I can do anything I can imagine. And there is no-one in this world can stop me.

So You Thought You Knew Me...? by lilacgold, literature

Child's Play by lilacgold, literature

Note To Self by lilacgold, literature

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Note To Self

This is a note to me To stop me screwing up again This is a note to me Because I really don't need the pain. Sometimes goodbye means forever And it's really not worth the chase Sometimes he really means 'No' And pursuit is simply a waste. If I cry, it means he's not worth the tears The right guy will not make me weep It may seem hard, but it's best to just leave him The cost of staying is just too damn steep. A heart that was never whole to start with Is harder to break, it's true But the pieces can still chip or shatter Even after all I've been through... This is a note to me Though I know its impact is lost Because I alway

Ode To Cheese by lilacgold, literature

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Ode To Cheese

No-body talks about cheese, And this comes as a great surprise- Just think of what cheese has done for us, Maybe Nature's tastiest prize. Tangy or creamy, Mild or mellow. Blue or white, Orange or yellow. Use it in pasta, Melt it on toast, Mix it with mash, Where I like it the most... Cheese sauce, Cheesecakes, On top of lasagne, While it bakes. So what is my point? It's really quite clear: Cheese is a great food All through the year!

Leprechaun Acrostic by lilacgold, literature

Childish? Me? by lilacgold, literature

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Childish? Me?

What did you do that for? Look what you did. You split it - don't look at me like that! That sad little face won't work this time No! Stop it! That's not fair! Na na I'm not looking Can't see you so that look won't work Nuh-uh, I'm not peeking! Well maybe a little... Not talking to you anyway No I'm not, 'cos I'm mad at you Not the face again! Well maybe if you fetch me another I'll be friends again What do you mean, you'll tell my Mum? No no no don't do that, that's not fair! You'll give me a bit of yours? Ok, fine. That's what I wanted anyway Haha tricked you!

Huh? by lilacgold, literature

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Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: England
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything but dance
Favourite photographer: Don't have one
Favourite style of art: ?
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: One that works, unlike mine
Shell of choice: ?
Wallpaper of choice: Pink
Skin of choice: Anything pink
Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington (I know, not technically a cartoon, but I think he's amazing)
Personal Quote: Live for today, because you can never count on tomorrow

Favourite Visual Artist

Don't have one

Favourite Movies

Too hard to choose

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Feeling

Favourite Writers

Darren Shan

Favourite Games

Warioware for Nintendo Wii

Favourite Gaming Platform

Gameboy Advance

Tools of the Trade

Pencil and notebook

Other Interests

Mostly my gorgeous boyfriend

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lilacgold

May 21, 2009

Yay! I didn't update in forever AGAIN!

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So, a lot has happened since October. For starters, I discovered that Bangor is one of the most boring places I have ever been, and Bristol is one of the most exciting. So I got myself a transfer into next year's 2nd year. It wasn't easy, but I did. I'm still with Matthew, unsurprisingly since I love him more than everything else in the universe put together, and we've got a little flat sorted for next year. It's in pretty much THE most convenient place possible, and its only apparent flaw is that it doesn't have its own washing machine. But with a laundrette about 100 yards from the front door, that's not too big of a problem. I'm now i

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lilacgold

Jan 11, 2009

What a kiss means

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Saw this and thought it was sweet. FYI, I don't repost stuff I think is crappy because it says I'll have bad luck at the end. +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready" +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything" +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just

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Nov 7, 2008

Lists

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So, Ms-internet-stalker has assigned me the letter 'g', and now I need to list 10 things I like beginning with that letter. Here goes: 1. Green 2. Giggles 3. Grass 4. Gloves 5. Get-togethers 6. Gentleness 7. Gemstones 8. Grenadine 9. Grapes 10. Games Sounds easy? Reply and I'll give you a letter to try.